So confused and can't seem to find my way.
Hoping to figure this out one of these days.
Constant back and fourths yet I stay.
Why must I always agree to disagree,when I don't agree in the first place.
I seem to put my all when you don't do the same
It just proves once again that you have to have your guard up at all times.
You mean the world to me when I express that another selfish comment comes out of your mouth
I say I love you yet I'm to vulnerable and another selfish comment released through your lips once again.
Without doing whats right for myself I stay.
I was always told never to be selfish,always give,If someone's rude,never be rude to them because in the end You would be granted with many blessings.That emotion builds up after a while and makes me sad because when the rude is getting there way.I get no where
But still I STAY!!!!!
From this day forward I can't stay in the same place.I have been granted some blessings that are telling me to go out there and make something better.To make myself happy.
I haven't been very happy in a long time.
Everything for the past two years have been so bittersweet I don't know what smiling is anymore.
I try to block out negative vibes because I know I'm better than that yet I still stay.
With all of my words lying here.I will learn these harsh lessons,move forward, create a better life,still do good for others.YET! I will stay.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
ONE: I rather leave this one untitled.
Moments we share are timeless
Even the simplest done deeds are meaningful
Society always have such a set stereotypical norm
But why so they have a social norm,when everyone
emphasize the words diversity,uniqueness
I desire to "STAND OUT" in the crowds of
many different people,faces, cultures.
INDIVIDUALITY is the key as the wind flows through
hair and clears the minds.
Coming to a conclusion is the hard part
But the consequences backfire.
TWO:
The change through memory lane.
The youth is the period that is usually taken for granted.
Growing up is what makes a person more stronger than they were before.
Growing up makes others realize what exist back then doesn't exist anymore.
Change could either hurt a person or make a person stronger.
In many cases both effects occur.
Their are times where the breath of air isn't the same anymore.
Memories of times that are usually the worst,
The feeling of the sky crashing down could really tear someone apart.
But through change and the worst experiences the air will be breathable again,
the sun will lessen the dark clouds,
the pieces of that special aspect called life will be put back together.
Change.
THREE:It's almost easy... passion.... determination....dream!
I just believe if something comes to you in a day dream or an actual dream.That's the part you play in life
"Talents we use for a life time"
-Desi
Moments we share are timeless
Even the simplest done deeds are meaningful
Society always have such a set stereotypical norm
But why so they have a social norm,when everyone
emphasize the words diversity,uniqueness
I desire to "STAND OUT" in the crowds of
many different people,faces, cultures.
INDIVIDUALITY is the key as the wind flows through
hair and clears the minds.
Coming to a conclusion is the hard part
But the consequences backfire.
TWO:
The change through memory lane.
The youth is the period that is usually taken for granted.
Growing up is what makes a person more stronger than they were before.
Growing up makes others realize what exist back then doesn't exist anymore.
Change could either hurt a person or make a person stronger.
In many cases both effects occur.
Their are times where the breath of air isn't the same anymore.
Memories of times that are usually the worst,
The feeling of the sky crashing down could really tear someone apart.
But through change and the worst experiences the air will be breathable again,
the sun will lessen the dark clouds,
the pieces of that special aspect called life will be put back together.
Change.
THREE:It's almost easy... passion.... determination....dream!
Things that i never knew i would achieve are happening in my existence at this time.
I always try to look at the realities of life and I feel eventually everyone will grow to see that success comes with struggle.I believe that fate will prepare me for my concentrations in my writing and my social science studies.I want the world to look at me as a different person that had a more mature.Some say I'm way too passionate but is there such thing as passionate enough?
I always try to look at the realities of life and I feel eventually everyone will grow to see that success comes with struggle.I believe that fate will prepare me for my concentrations in my writing and my social science studies.I want the world to look at me as a different person that had a more mature.Some say I'm way too passionate but is there such thing as passionate enough?
I just believe if something comes to you in a day dream or an actual dream.That's the part you play in life
"Talents we use for a life time"
-Desi
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
No matter what person you come across,there is always a good and bad within them.Thats what you call war within.If the good out weighs the bad then there labeled as passive but if the negative in the person show more than their positive emotional appearance they get tattooed"SELFISH" right on their forehead.
For the past eighteen years of my life I've done alot of growing up.Came to realization at the age of seventeen that you can never trust anyone a hundred percent.It always seems to backfire a few months later. It's funny how life could scare you at any spare moment or second you have even if that moment was to clear you mind.It's very rare when my mind is clear.When coming to a conclusion with the feelings you have towards human nature,it makes you feel more aware of yourself and surrondings.Being caved from that dark lonley world and being pushed out into it all of a sudden taught me many lessons that will carry me on into adulthood.I've been battling myself,my parents,my family for so long and been so hypocrite to the point where i noticed that I'm against war and I'm still always arguing.I guess it's a disposition.
Everyday is a life lesson whether it's crossing the street on at the corner or saying good morning as a courtesy to your neighbors but it all adds up in the end.
"For many years ,months,hours,and seconds,Ive watched,Ive growed,I see,but at the end of the day what happens always happens for a reason,and life with form itself on how it has to be".
I write to inspire!
-Desi
For the past eighteen years of my life I've done alot of growing up.Came to realization at the age of seventeen that you can never trust anyone a hundred percent.It always seems to backfire a few months later. It's funny how life could scare you at any spare moment or second you have even if that moment was to clear you mind.It's very rare when my mind is clear.When coming to a conclusion with the feelings you have towards human nature,it makes you feel more aware of yourself and surrondings.Being caved from that dark lonley world and being pushed out into it all of a sudden taught me many lessons that will carry me on into adulthood.I've been battling myself,my parents,my family for so long and been so hypocrite to the point where i noticed that I'm against war and I'm still always arguing.I guess it's a disposition.
Everyday is a life lesson whether it's crossing the street on at the corner or saying good morning as a courtesy to your neighbors but it all adds up in the end.
"For many years ,months,hours,and seconds,Ive watched,Ive growed,I see,but at the end of the day what happens always happens for a reason,and life with form itself on how it has to be".
I write to inspire!
-Desi
My introduction
hello there
Im very new to this so bare with me.I want to be able to share my words, my poetry,my writing with others who have the same passion or those individuals who are feeling down and need a sense of inspiration. Later on I will be posting different pieces writings and unfinished thoughts and hopefully get noticed for the talent i love so much.
if any questions just ask;]
thanks,
-desi
Im very new to this so bare with me.I want to be able to share my words, my poetry,my writing with others who have the same passion or those individuals who are feeling down and need a sense of inspiration. Later on I will be posting different pieces writings and unfinished thoughts and hopefully get noticed for the talent i love so much.
if any questions just ask;]
thanks,
-desi
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